Internal Ruins
 
So small a temptation
So grave a mistake
You say it isn’t between us
We I am not that naïve
I’m not going to sit here
And say I didn’t do it
I give excuses but I see right through them
I bothers me
For I am still paying
It haunts me
For there is no undoing
You say forget about the past
Well my past effects my future
You say only fix the present
Well mine is forever broken
So stupid a decision
So stupid a mistake
So I kicked myself in the head
And hit my broken heart
I’ve got to do some soul searching
And kill myself’s inside
I’m tore up on the dark side
And sunburned on the light
If there were actions to fix this
If certain words could undo it
If a timemachine could be built
If I could fix my broken ruins
If my internal city could be rebuilt
If you would still be my queen
If you would controll my every action
Nevermind you never quit
If life wasn’t so many decisions
If I wouldn’t have fucked up
If I could undo one mistake
You know the one I’d fix
If I could uncut my heart
And super glue my soul
If I could have you back
I would give up the world
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